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~ 12/30/2005 05:31:00 PM ~
Friday, December 30, 2005



 [reflections [|]]

once again.. i woke up only in the afternoon.. having my entire morning gone..
this has been happening for the past week and daddy says i have to stop sleeping late and tune back my biological clock so tt i can be in time for sch when it reopens...


honestly.. im not looking forward to that day...
y? cuz i have r ppr...
i wonder how many ppl feel the same as i do..
not cuz of r ppr but other factors..
such as erm...
not having completed hw and in turn, probably the fear of getting screwed by teachers...
especially HWK so i've heard he's still taking us next yr...
while the other subs teachers have changed..
or those who remain... we normally already dun do their hw... as in Mr Beetmas case...


or maybe for the yr1s coming in...
the fear of new environment and making new friends.. blahblahblah...


i tot i've recovered from yesterday's mess...
but i guess something is still bothering me..
something... i wish i could define it..
but i nv seem to do..
my mind's always filled with loads of thoughts...
non constructive ones i would say...
y do i get distracted and affected so earily?
maybe cuz im still in the state of mentally unstable tt almost every single comment (be it gd or bad) can affect my mood right away as well...


one example is like dad's nagging...
after hearing it day aft day.. i can still live with it normally.. though i get irritated..
but today, he juz merely said the same things as usual..
and tears juz automatically roll down...
y???
y y y...
i dun understand myself and i dunno what i wan...

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